Friday, January 4, 2008

CD27, 12dpo

I had a series of repeating dreams last night that my temperature dropped, signifying that I was most definitely not pregnant. Each time I would say to myself that it was just a dream, and then the dream would begin again, each time with different people being there when I discovered my temperature was 97.0.

I woke up in the guest room again this morning. My temperature was 98.2. I decided it was time to POAS. I then stared and stared and stared. Finally, I woke P up and made him look.

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P thought he saw a line (it looks darker in the photo). I got out the digital.

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I am afraid to be excited only to get devastated again. But I'm even more afraid of not enjoying every minute of it.

18 comments:

katherine said...

Looks like a positive to me. I am so happy for you!!!

waitinginline said...

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! I'll start praying now that it's exactly what it says it is and stays that way for a good 36 or so more weeks!!!

Fertilize Me said...

That is 2 lines!! Excellent

Celebrate Woo-Woo said...

Yay! That mix of emotions, excitement and hesitation is familiar. I'll be thinking good thoughts for you.

Sara said...

So exciting!! Don't beat yourself up for having mixed emotions.

I'm crossing my fingers extra hard for you!

Jen said...

Congratulations! Enjoy every minute of it. I'll be praying for you. (All three of you.)

K said...

Oh, congratulations, Sweetheart!

I know, I know, it's hard to be excited and I know, I know, so much can go wrong.

BUT SO VERY MUCH CAN GO RIGHT.

I am SO excited for you!!!!!!!

Ms. Infertile said...

Great news! Keeping good thoughts for you.

Meg said...

No way!!! I have goosebumps....such wonderful news. I have several gals in my blog roll that all have recently found out they are pregnant too, all VERY early. You should check them out, they have great entries on enjoying the moment, fears, excitements, etc.

two recent ones:
A little sweetness
Life after D and C

Sunny said...

Wonderful news!!!

sushilover said...

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! Congrats!!!! Isn't it weird that we are getting positives so early? I always thought you had to wait until 14 or 15 Dpo but I was the same. Take that fertilityfriend.com! :)

Debby said...

Congrats on our BFP!

infertility just sucks said...

What fabulous news!

Melissa said...

Congratulations on your speedy BFP! I'm wishing you a happy & healthy pregnancy.

Laura said...

Congratulations on your wonderful news!

KatieM said...

Congrats! I know the fear of everything happening again will be there, but your last line sums it up perfectly. Enjoy this wonderful miracle...every.single.second. You will be thankful for that ;-) Congrats again!

Yodasmistress said...

Holy freaking crap! I am so late! But I still wanted to extend a ginormous Congrats to you! Woot!

niobe said...

OMG! I'm so, so sorry I missed congratulating you in a more timely way. What wonderful news! (though, of course, it's scary too)